A Complete Set
of Modern Loves
It’s Us Against a Particle of Dust
Parents of children with potentially fatal allergies exist in a state of constant high alert, one that can unify them as a couple.
Am I Gay or Straight? Maybe This Fun Quiz Will Tell Me
A young woman seeks answers to her sexual orientation online, where the endless quizzes she takes deliver whatever label she wants.
A Future Without Him, Aided by Duct Tape
A month into widowhood, a young mother finds herself to be the sole protector of her children — and a trapped bird.
How ‘Lolita’ Freed Me From My Own Humbert
A teenager in distress turned to a famous novel with the hope of normalizing her situation. Instead, it provided a road map for escape.
Just for Tonight, Pretend You Don’t Know Me, O.K.?
For a Valentine’s date, they wanted to go to a bar and act as if they were strangers. Then she sat next to someone else.
When Your Body Tells You What Your Brain Won’t
A woman who had collected stories of others’ marriages and infidelities for years learns a powerful lesson that research alone could never teach.
Are Bitcoins More Real Than Boyfriends?
She believed that loving a person would be a safer bet than investing in a cryptocurrency she could neither touch nor understand.
The Bike That Saved My Life
Saddled with a run-down house, a faltering marriage and a vanishing bank account, a woman takes to her two-wheeler.
For Best Hookup Results, Use Your Words, O.K.?
How physical desire, fake flattery and a vanishing act can make casual sex anything but casual.
How 30 Blocks Became 30 Years
A teenager in a wheelchair forges an unlikely but enduring relationship with the young woman hired to care for his infant half brother.
Love Calls, and So Does the Priesthood
On a subway platform, she shared a New Year’s Eve kiss with a man planning to be a priest. Could it go any further?
10 Ways to Love Better
This year’s most-read Modern Love columns delivered unexpected kernels of wisdom.
Shooing Carolers Away for a Love That Stays
As Christmas nears, a young woman hospitalized with pediatric leukemia basks in a new romance even as her health fails.
Getting Married Is Better Than Dying, Right?
She was gravely ill. He had a job with health insurance. Nothing like tying the knot on the way to the hospital to make someone believe in love.
He Showed Me His Tiles, So I Showed Him Mine
Nine years of therapy and one board game help a woman understand that love can’t be mastered through hard work and perfectionism.
When Even a Toddler Can Tell You Don’t Belong
An American stepmother feels like an outsider in the British family she joined. Driving the car pool in her bathrobe doesn’t help.
Love to Love You, Baby
Sometimes we fall for a person, sometimes a place. For Jacqueline Woodson, it was disco-drenched New York, where anything, and everything, could happen.
Winning the College Contest Means Everything Is Rosy, Right?
Some of the youngest Modern Love contributors weigh in on the impact of writing and publishing their essays.
An Optimist’s Guide to Divorce
She fell in love with a married man. He told his wife he wanted to split up. How did they all end up as close friends?
17 Million Frozen Sperm Await the Perfect Moment
A woman trying to get pregnant on her own finds connection and hope during a total solar eclipse.
Senior Couples Try the 36 Questions That Lead to Love
The questions have led to countless unions. What can they do for pairs who know everything about each other?
‘Happiness Is Incomplete’: A Refugee Couple’s Scattered Lives
A family flees Iraq and eventually resettles in Indiana — all except for one, who remained halfway around the world.
The Secret of Modern Love
Daniel Jones, the editor of Modern Love, takes a look at his teenager.
When Your Uber Driver Brings a Time Machine
A woman is plunged into her tumultuous past when she gets a ride to the airport from a man intimately connected to her divorce.
Your 13-Word Love Stories
We asked readers to share succinct summaries of their personal lives. Here are some of our favorites.
Don’t Know What the Angular Gyrus Is? Your Heart Does
A University of Chicago neuroscientist is studying how we may reap key rewards from being in love. And her most persuasive evidence may be herself.
An Open Adoption Now Crosses Many Time Zones
Amelia, 5, lives with her Mama and Mimi in Switzerland, Skypes with her birth mother in Seattle and was a flower girl at her birth father’s wedding.
On the Path to Empathy, Some Forks in the Road
What happens when your wife wants to be “unmarried” but still together? Essential oils and trying to butter up a dog, for starters.
Dear David’s Wife, Can You Diagnose My Husband, Too?
Figuring out her husband had Asperger’s meant everything would be fine between them, right? Not so fast, says Kristen Finch.
A cartoon strip on the signs one man is leaving for his wife. (One placard contains instructions concerning a wet towel.)
What Love Looks Like
We set out to find couples in New York who would be willing to have their photo taken and to answer some personal questions. Here are 10 couples who agreed.
Mom: ‘Is He Jewish?’ Me: ‘No.’ Mom: ‘Is He Smart?’
A playwright’s mother, modern and progressive in much of her life, still has a few old-school tics.
The 13 Questions That Lead to Divorce
If you were given the chance to bring peace to the Middle East, would you also make that about you?
We Were in Our 20s and We Didn’t Have a Clue
They met at a wedding. She had a husband. It was brief, fiery, and the memory lingers even if the specifics are a little hazy.
The Other Woman Speaks
A memorable essay recounted a man’s chance encounter (and coffee date) with the wife of his wife’s lover. But what did she make of the meeting?
Looking for the ‘Bad Mother?’ She’s Still Here
In one of the most provocative Modern Love columns, Ayelet Waldman dared tease out the nuances of romantic versus maternal love. Then Oprah got involved.
Recognizing What They Had, 20 Years Too Late
A closeted gay woman didn’t know how to have platonic love with a man. Decades later, she wishes she had been brave enough to try.
Is There Something Odd About Being Single?
In a society that rewards marriage, a woman asks why the single life should have to be condemned, even by the Supreme Court, as one of loneliness.
Single, Unemployed and Suddenly Myself
After hooking up with a much younger man, a woman realizes she has been looking for love all wrong.
Prenup Is a Four-Letter Word
A man’s request for a prenuptial agreement roils an engagement, forcing his fiancée to confront her financial choices.
The Secret to Marriage Is Never Getting Married
Rather than making a single, ceremonial commitment, unwedded couples must choose each other every day.
Taking My Ex Back In (for His Own Good)
They loved each other and had a child together, but couldn’t make it work. Twenty years later, could their bond save his life?
Discovering Manhood in Soapy Bubbles
He thought he had left his father’s machismo behind. But when it came time to propose, he didn’t think he was man enough to be anyone’s husband.
My Platonic Romance on the Psych Ward
A patient with mania was told that nobody forms lasting friendships in a psychiatric hospital, but she adored her roommate too much to listen.
Finding God in a Hot Slice of Pizza
After her divorce, a mother and son who had been living by the rules of Orthodox Judaism decide to test (and taste) a new world of possibilities.
Who’s Allowed to Hold Hands?
A Jamaican woman chafes at the reality that expressing affection for her wife can lead to confrontations with her fellow immigrants in New York.
Are You There, Dad? It’s Me, Alice
After a 10-year-old girl tries to contact her recently deceased father by email, an unusual correspondence begins.
Married to a Mystery Man
A woman comes to the conclusion that it’s not a lack of love that ends long-term relationships; it’s a lack of curiosity.
Four Castaways Make a Family
In adopting three foster children, a woman with a fraught past of her own makes “a decision to love.”
Escaping From a Dire Diagnosis on Match.com
To entertain her hospital-bound friend, a divorced woman opens an online dating account so they can scroll through profiles of available men.
During a Night of Casual Sex, Urgent Messages Go Unanswered
On one of the most consequential evenings of his life, a young man still finding himself wishes he had picked up the phone.
The 12-Hour Goodbye That Started Everything
A spurned woman confronts the question: When you lose love, should you even try to get over it?
How to Stop Breaking Up
A writer and artist valued their creative independence too much to stay together. But they couldn’t stay away.
A FaceTime Relationship Turns Face to Face
A woman discovers that in-person love is much more taxing than just holding up a phone.
Seeking the Comfort of an Old Flame: Solitude
After leaving a man she had feared, a woman finds solace in anonymity and separation.
To Stay in Love, Sign on the Dotted Line
They launched their relationship by answering 36 questions. To keep it going, they drew up a contract.
My Body Doesn’t Belong to You
A young woman who finds herself being catcalled, followed and grabbed at wonders why some men seem to think a female body is public property.
A Husband for Home; a Wife for Away
When a couple routinely seek different pleasures, sometimes you need one spouse for travel and another for the everyday.
Making a Marriage Magically Tidy
At her husband’s suggestion (and with the wisdom of Marie Kondo), a recovering slob discovers the sexiness of cleanliness.
2,000 Entries, 5 Winning Essays: Catch Up on the Modern Love College Contest
This year’s standout stories focused on faith, gender, technology and, of course, love.
Wanting Monogamy as 1,946 Men Await My Swipe
They met on Bumble and fell into a fun, one-night-a-week, nonexclusive routine — until she realized she liked him.
Not Friends? Then No Benefits
A woman who feels no sexual attraction without first establishing a deep emotional connection wonders if there is something wrong with her.
White Shirt, Black Name Tag, Big Secret
After spending years abroad trying to convert strangers, two Mormon missionaries realize how little they really knew each other.
My So-Called (Instagram) Life
When the person you’re trying to be on social media takes over the person you are in real life, it can be hard to break character.
The Physics of Forbidden Love
The winning essay from our Modern Love College Essay Contest explores an unlikely romance between a transgender man and an immigrant Indian woman.
To Stay Married, Embrace Change
It’s unrealistic to expect your spouse to forever remain the same person you fell in love with.
A Dose of Empathy From My Syrian Doctor
A woman with a debilitating motor neuron disease finds hope in a man from a war-ravaged country.
From Best Man to Puzzled Woman
A woman discovers surprising complications in navigating her male friendships after transitioning in midlife.
Modern Love Podcast: Laura Dern Reads ‘I Will Be Your Mother Figure’
This week, the “Big Little Lies” actress reads Rhonda Mawhood Lee’s story of her church’s reaction to a gay parishioner’s last love.
The Accident No One Talked About
When a family tries to sweep tragedy under the rug, the damage is deep and lasting.
Keeping the Boardroom Out of the Bedroom
A hard-charging executive has trouble balancing the power of work with the intimacy of marriage.
Pushed Into the Future When Illness Strikes (in an Unlikely Place)
After contracting a rare case of the mumps as an adult, a man receives bad news about his fertility....
When Mothers Bully Back
A good mother does bad things on behalf of her bullied son. Should she feel triumphant or ashamed?...
‘Live for the Moment’: Readers Share Stories of Love and Loss
Readers respond to an essay by Amy Krouse Rosenthal, who, after learning she doesn’t have long to live, composed a dating profile for her husband....
You May Want to Marry My Husband
After learning she doesn’t have long to live, a woman composes a dating profile for the man she will leave behind....
When Your Greatest Romance Is a Friendship
A writer seeking solitude in a small town finds himself developing a deep and unlikely bond with his elderly neighbor....
Opening the Heart’s Floodgates, With a Paw
An animal shelter volunteer has a dim view of her fellow man, until she starts playing matchmaker for dogs and people....
After 264 Haircuts, a Marriage Ends
He acknowledged he was gay and left his wife, but he kept returning home for their monthly ritual....
The Secret to Sibling Success
Two brothers and a sister credit a surprising source for their lifelong closeness: their parents’ ugly divorce....
Confronting Race, Religion and Her Heart
After a painful breakup, a young woman finds healing in honesty — with both her former boyfriend and herself....
Boy, What a Fabulous Baker
After a woman swipes right on a man with his own bakery, she falls for both him and his bread....
A Tattoo for the Living
After a young woman’s troubled boyfriend disappears, she scrambles to preserve scraps of his existence....
Can Cuddle Parties Cure Modern Loneliness?
Readers were split on a Modern Love writer’s resolution to seek the touch of strangers....
Refreshing a Mother’s Memory With Love and Stories
An aging woman’s dementia causes her to learn about her family all over again....
In the New Year, More Cuddling
A single woman in need of physical connection pledged to attend a cuddle party....
The Night Girl Finds a Day Boy
For a sleep-disordered woman who works all night and sleeps all day, dating presents challenges....
A Year In, and Still Trying to Say the ‘L’ Word
They had been together for 12 months. She realized that she loved him. Should she say so?...
9 Ways to Improve Your Love Life
A guide for having better relationships, culled from 2016’s most popular Modern Love columns....
From Syria, With Love
An Atlanta mother who volunteers to help a refugee family discovers that the need, and the benefit, goes both ways....
After a Breakup, an App to Help Breathe, Then Run
Jilted by her longtime boyfriend, a woman considers trusting intuition over rationale. If only she could figure out what intuition is....
Catfishing Strangers to Find Myself
A young boy in Finland pretends he’s a woman on an online gaming website to get the attention of other players. Then the game changes....
When Eve and Eve Bit the Apple
A Christian woman’s identity is challenged by her love for church and another woman....
Grappling With the Language of Love
For an American woman falling in love with an Iraqi doctor in Syria, Arabic provides both a bridge and a source of frustration....
My U-Turn From Isolation to Intimacy
When her only child outgrows cuddling, a single mother realizes that her daily life is almost entirely without physical affection, or even touch, from anyone....
My Biological Clock Can’t Tick Fast Enough
A woman with no maternal desire wrestles with the expectation that married couples should try to have children....
My Biological Clock Can’t Tick Fast Enough
A woman with no maternal desire wrestles with the expectation that married couples should try to have children....
Cropped Out of My Own Fantasy
A young woman relies on carefully prepared images to present her relationship in the best light, until the picture no longer includes her....
What’s Love? Don’t Ask the Answer Couple
A onetime advice columnist realizes that the more she learns about love, the less she seems to know....
When Trump vs. Clinton Becomes a Family Affair
In midlife, a man quickly forges a tight bond with a sister he never knew he had, until the presidential campaign threatens to pull them apart....
Dear Dad: We’ve Been Gay for a Really Long Time
A brother and sister decide to come out to their 95-year-old Mennonite father in a pair of carefully written letters....
When a Couch Is More Than a Couch
For a young mother with terminal cancer, questions about her own mortality merge with decisions about upholstery and cushion width....
From He to She in First Grade
When a 6-year-old boy wants to wear skirts and dresses to elementary school, his parents grapple with the reality that it’s about more than clothes....
When Love Isn’t as Simple as Standing by Your Man
The stresses of a man’s double lung transplant push his marriage to the brink....
The Internet Thinks I’m Still Pregnant
When a box of formula arrives on the doorstep months after a miscarriage, it becomes clear that the virtual world didn’t get the pregnancy update....
Security in a Bright Yellow Suitcase
An overnight bag becomes a token of hope, signifying someone waiting on the other end....
A Single Mom Escapes the Friend Zone, One Non-Date at a Time
With parenthood dampening her romantic options, a woman changes her strategy....
How a Bird Feeder Revived My Marriage
A wife in India finds that feeding birds nourishes her relationship....
The Shirt Stays On
Four open-heart surgeries by age 15 had left a young man’s chest riddled with disfiguring scars. It’s kind of hard to explain that during a hookup....
Words With (I Wish We Were More Than) Friends
While searching online for a local woman to date, a man finds himself falling instead for a Scrabble-playing stranger on the other side of the world....
A Crash Course in Honeymoon Survival
Lost in the Amazon jungle, a newly married couple finds hope in fantasizing about the future (while clad in underwear and headlamps)....
At Sea, and Seeking a Safe Harbor
A woman who escaped the Cambodian genocide as a child hopes her mother can accept her for who she is now....
After a Suicide, a Security Guard for the Heart
A shocking discovery following the loss of a sister becomes an unlikely source of solace....
What Is a Man For?
After a twice-married woman realizes she doesn’t need a man to provide, protect or procreate, she finds herself seriously questioning their purpose....
How the ‘Dining Dead’ Got Talking Again
Passionate conversation brought them together, but after seven years of marriage, they had nothing to say. What to do?...
A Path to Fatherhood, With (Shared) Morning Sickness
Their dreams of foreign adventure shelved by a dire diagnosis, a man and his wife decide, instead, to become parents....
Learning Humanity From Dogs
After his marriage unravels, a man is left with a sleeping bag, two 150-pound pets and a lot to figure out about life and love....
Can Tylenol Help Heal a Broken Heart?
When a neuroscience student gets dumped, she finds comfort (and an over-the-counter remedy) in her knowledge of the physiology of romantic rejection....
Putting Love to the Stress Test
When two self-described tech geeks slide into a relationship that seems too easy, they design a monthlong trial to expose its flaws....
No Sound, No Fury, No Marriage
After her peaceful marriage quietly dissolves, a woman comes to appreciate the vitality of conflict and confrontation....
Single Woman Seeking Manwich
Dating, like insanity, is doing the same thing over and over, expecting a different outcome....
Just Don’t Call Me Mom
A gay father who chooses to be a stay-at-home parent has some issues with being celebrated on Mother’s Day....
The Entire Netflix History of Us
When a shared account is all that’s left of a relationship, the connection can both comfort and annoy....
All Twisted Up by Gender Bending
A surprising realization about her ex’s new girlfriend makes a writer question what it means to be a woman....
It’s Been a Long Time Coming
When a gay son brings his boyfriend home to meet his parents, it leads to a misunderstanding that lasts for decades....
When Moving Forward Means Stepping Back
After a casual encounter goes terribly wrong, a young woman retreats from love....
On a Serpentine Road, With the Top Down
A widow contemplates letting go and holding on from behind the wheel of her husband’s vintage convertible....
A Field Guide to Male Intimacy
The son of a gay father struggles with stereotypically masculine conversations and rituals....
A Slow-Motion Demise, a Fast-Forward Repair
As her own marriage crumbles, a sister plays matchmaker for her divorced younger brother....
In the Waiting Room of Estranged Spouses
An ex-soldier, rocked by infidelity, finds hope in a chance meeting with a mother and her young son....
Love and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
For a young woman on the road, motorcycles meant autonomy and then togetherness....
Shedding Skins at the Zoo
A young woman learns about love and bravery from snakes, gorillas and cockroaches....
What Luck Means Now
During a health crisis, a woman gains a new appreciation for the terms “husband” and “wife.”...
In a Foreign Land With Something to Declare
On a trip to Singapore with his girlfriend, a man waffles over romantic commitment....
A Heart Filled With Love, Not Stuff
A daughter struggles to dispense with meaningful possessions after her mother’s death....
To Text or Not to Text: A Dating Conundrum
The promise of a romance was disrupted by a guy who seemed content to let his fingers do the talking....
Platonic, Until Death Do Us Part
How I reached another level of love and respect by allowing myself to be comfortable in a relationship....
The End of Small Talk
Why can’t we replace trivial conversations with meaningful ones, and ask each other profound questions right from the start?...
Sharing a Cab, and My Toes
During a taxi ride home a co-worker makes a surprising request....
Single, and Surrounded by a Wall of Men
At 37, a lawyer half-heartedly attends yet another singles mixer and awaits the dreaded mingling. It was all so deliciously awful, she thought....
One Reason Not to Believe in Santa Claus
A visit from St. Nick nearly turns tragic....
A Culture Gap the Size of an Ocean, Bridged by Facebook
An Italian-American man, 75, leaps across generational and technological chasms to find common ground with a Saudi Muslim woman nearly a half-century younger....
The Heart Said Yes; the Horoscope Said No
Was my fate truly predetermined? The astrologers in India seemed to know pretty well....
Is There a Doctor in the Marriage?
I wanted to support my husband as he pursued his dream career, but I couldn’t help feeling that his work and I were in competition....
When Cupid Is a Prying Journalist
An interviewer encourages a subject not to make the mistake she did and to run to his lost love before it’s too late....
The Five Stages of Ghosting Grief
A woman dives into the confusing vacuum created by an unanswered text....
One Bouquet of Fleeting Beauty, Please
A former florist shares lessons learned from work and a loss of her own....
For a Single Mother, an Alternate Reality
A divorced mother fantasizes about a world in which her daughter has the love of two parents....
A Romance That’s Extra Zesty
What a TED talk about Prego (and consumer choice) taught me about love....
When the Doorman Is Your Main Man
For a single woman in New York and the guy who stands watch in her building, their special bond proves lasting....
On Tinder, Off Sex
Living a life where secondary abstinence isn’t exactly a first choice....
The Original Conscious Uncouplers
A writer senses a change in her divorced parents’ relationship. Her husband points to their wedding day....
Taking a Break for Friendship
A widowed novelist learns that when dating, it pays not to hold a grudge....
From Divorce, a Fractured Beauty
A recently divorced couple manages to have a happy family vacation....
Definition Essay - The Meaning of Love
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The Meaning of Love
One can love a sister, a brother, a mother, a father, grandparents, uncles and aunts, cousins and friends, strangers, pets, the sunlight on a warm evening, reflecting through a prism, held by fishing line stuck to a little suction cup to a dusty window. You can love food from cake to roast beef, even those tiny individual candy bars that are never enough but just give you a taste of chocolate before you pop in the second one. One is able to love the feeling of carpet between toes or the tension in a hammocks string when you lay in that 'u' position swinging delightfully with each motion of your body. We can declare love for sounds coming from a stereo, love for that particular sound wave in coordination with other…show more content…
When there are so many experiences yet to happen, an infinite amount, or if not infinite, at the very least high enough that no one should ever have to worry about nothing new happening in his or her life. We can declare instant love upon sight of another person, upon hearing a brand new song, upon seeing a new collection of pixels upon a computer screen.
And so many are interested in making love, loving that lustful feeling, that connection with another person's soul, the grunting, sweaty, eye-squinting experience, or maybe just the arms of the other wrapped around the body to feel that person's heart beating next to that vein in the neck that beats and caused "suddenly his/her heart leapt into their throat," or some such saying.
Love is also the feeling someone has for a job perhaps, for a lobby of the hotel you serve in that always smells just so and has plants hanging from the wall giving the illusion you had just stepped out of a dreary gray, salt-encrusted winter into a touch of the exotic. Or for a hobby, for the grip of a ball, the tension in a muscle, the throw, watching it spin just so to the exact right spot. For rolling a die and dreaming up daring adventures against ancient dragons, or of that risk of gaining or losing it all. For the whoosh of air in free fall from 10,000 feet, or the watery embrace of sea exploring. For healing a sick child, for holding a kite string as it plays upon a wind we've no control over. For